I’m Trying

I’m trying
Trying to fight the panic
The overwhelming feeling of dread
Dreading the waves of sadness
Of mourning
Mourning all that’s been
All that could’ve been
Acceptance slowly settles on top
On top of the ashes of mourning
Ashes that stay damp
Watered with my tears
Every day
But everyday
I’m trying
Trying to smile
Trying to smile and let the sunshine
Dry my tears
My tears of regret
But those regrets
Those ashes
Stay weighted down
Unable to float away
But I’m trying
Every day
I’m trying


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